Regrets

People are always saying "I regret that" or "I regret doing that" but often most people don't mean that they actually regret it and they will only feel bad about it for a little while.

Even though I'm only 17 I have many regrets that I'll never live down.

I have already wasted most of my teenage years (apparently that best years of your life!) sat at home alone worrying about what everyone thinks of me and wishing I could go out with friends like all the teenagers you see on most TV programs. I've never been invited to a party which leaves me sitting in silence while everyone at college talks about how amazingly fun their weekend was.

I also regret not sorting out my acne until the end of year 11, which if I had done it earlier I wouldn't of had to sit through all the bullying that comes with secondary school life and not looking 'perfect' meaning now I'd probably not be so paranoid or have such little self-confidence.

Also being terrified of having a boyfriend which I finally got over last October, although it only lasted 4 months and him being my first makes it impossible to forget but it took 16 and a half years to get there meaning compared to many other girls my age and younger I'am pretty much inexperienced.

And finally my main regret which I still haven't got sorted and that is hard to even think about. Not getting help with depression and anxiety is something that I can't believe I haven't sorted out yet. I haven't even told anyone I know about it. Its so much easier to vent your problems online to total strangers who will only know what you tell them about yourself rather than actually getting help and fixing the problem.

I have many more problems but these are my main.

I guess what I'm saying is that everyone has at least one regret that only they can sort out but the longer you leave it the worse and harder it gets to deal with.

So do what you want and what will make you happy so that you don't have any regrets in the long run.

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Rook piercing- Day 14

Same 

Not alot has changing with my rook piercing I think it's settled down now.  

There no pain unless I hit it or any sign of swelling or redness anymore. 

I'm still going to clean it for the 2 months that the piercer told me to. 

Floral dress- Summery OOTD

The weather in England at the moment is beautiful!! Its starting to feel like summer (finally). Today I'm just going into town to pick up a few bits that I've run out of recently.

As the weather is so nice I decided to dress as summery as possible.

 The dress was actually once a play suit which I never wore so I recently decided to turn into a dress which is something that I will wear alot more now. The back of the dress is cut out with a tie that ties over your bra strap although I would recommend wearing a backless bra as the strap doesn't cover the bra strap.

My full face isn't in any of these pictures because when I can to write this post I realised I was pulling a weird face in all the pictures and the light outside had changed so I couldn't take any new pictures.

Play suit/ Dress- New Look
Belt- New Look

Backless bra- Primark

Sandals- River Island
Nail varnish- Miss Sporty

Earrings- Primark
( My ear is slightly dry from the salt water soak I've been doing for my rook piercing)

Eyeshadow- Sleek Storm pallete
Eyeliner- Natural collection
Brown Mascara- Helen E

Perfume- Kylie Minogue Darling
( A really summery scent)

I hope your all enjoying this beautiful summer weather and are having a wonderful summer!

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Rook piercing- Day 13

All the same 

Today my ear has been pretty much the same as yesterday but hurting for about half an hour after I hit it on my arm...

Rook piercing- Day 12

Ahhh!

*sigh of relief* yet again no pain today. 

Woke up with absolutely no pain, swelling or redness at all and only a slight tingle of pain when I slipped while cleaning it and stabbed my ear. 

I've decided to stop full on soaking my ear in salty water as it's starting to make my earlobe dry and flakey *ew*.  So I've no started to sea salt soak once every 2 days and in between just using a cotton bud and cleaning the piercing with that soaked in salty water. 

Rook piercing- Day 11

Zero's the hero. 

Absolutely no pain at all today! Today is probably the best day in rook piercing land hopefully it's a sign of no more pain. 

My ear has no swelling or redness which is probably the best sight I can see lately. 

I'm still cleaning it twice a day. Twice with salt water and mixed with one of the a little tea tree oil added to the warm salty water. 

Rook piercing- Day 10

Oh wow! 

Today I woke up with the most incredible pain in my ear ever! It felt as if something was stabbing the inside of the piercing hole and that a wasp was stinging the outside. 

My ear isn't at all red or swollen just hurting like crazy.. I'm hoping that it only hurts because I accidentally slept on it not that it's infected or my bodies reflecting it.

I've salt soaked twice today and that doesn't seem to of made the pain any less. 

Fingers crossed that tomorrow will be a better day in the land of the rook piercing.